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When everything is temporary, does it matter that we waited all this time to become who we really are? When everything is empty, does it matter that we've cluttered our lives so full to the very brink that we couldn't actually fit one more thing into our day? When everything is just this present now, does it matter who we're planning to become when we finally get all of our things in order, our schedule, the things that we're waiting to do when we've served everyone else?
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When everything is temporary, does it really matter what you plan to do tomorrow? When everything is empty, does it matter that we waited all this time to become who we really are? is now. Does it really matter what your dreams of tomorrowland look like? Sometimes we just forget that everything is temporary. I mean, I do. I'm not really forgetting it right now when I have.
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the Holy Spirit moving through my body. I'm remembering. And when I'm listening to this again, it will feel like the first time of my reminder that this now moment is when I've got to do, feel, believe, be the essence that I'm longing to create. What an amazing realization it is to be reminded that tomorrow waits for no one.
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It just doesn't. And yesterday already happened. So what could you have done yesterday to be present now? And the truth of that really is, I could have been present yesterday to be present now. So much takes us away from everything we're wanting to feel like this life is going to be.
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about. And I feel like if I was more in the awareness of that moment to moment-ness, I think I would really think about how I wanted to feel in the woman that I am, in the body that I am, in my physical presence, because I know that this physical, Physical presence is such a gift, even though it doesn't really feel like one when I feel my aches and pains or, you know, some of the glitches that I was born with and maybe aren't so easy for me.
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It's definitely not easy being psychic, but there is an essence that I can always connect to if I come back to my present self. And that is the feeling of my truest, truest soul essence. The most important thing for me to convey to us all today is what does that woman in me feel like in this now moment?
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So let's let's go there together right now. I want you to just. back into your body and go ahead and start your tapping wherever your body feels like you need to seal up an energetic vortex. So you might not start at the top of your head. You might start at your heart or your throat or your shoulder. But in this moment, I would just say go to where.
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the energy doesn't feel solid or where it feels leaky. And just it can be directly on your body or it could be out from your body in your field a little bit. And imagine sealing up your aura because what we're going to do in this exercise is we're going to feel our true essence. And if you're like a sieve and all your energy is going to come right out the sides or the top or the bottom or diagonally, then this is not going to do you a whole lot of good, right?
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So I want you to just ask yourself, what would, If I gave this moment, if I gave myself this moment, what would it feel like to 100% show up for myself right now? And what does that feel like in my breath? What does it feel like in my body to be 100% present?
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What do I need to turn off in my mind that I'm thinking, what do I got to do next? What needs to get done? Who's listening in? And where do I need to be other than this now moment here downloading? And just really come back and just say, I'm present. I'm here for you, blankety, blank, blank. Who are you? I'm here for you. When's the last time you told your present self, I'm here for you?
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I'm here for you. Spirit's here for us. I'm here for you. I'm with you in the well. But are you here for you? Will you be present with you? Will you just squirm around, you know, in the social media feed of our well, which I personally think is amazing. And it feeds me and I need to be there. But sometimes we'll easily spend 15 or 20 or 30.
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minutes there, you know, supporting, inspiring and offering, you know, extension of our grace and our presence. But will you do that for yourself right now? Because here you are. Bravo. You've showed up. So here you are. So I'm here for you, Allie. That's what I need to say. Now I want you to, say, I'm here for me, blank, blank. And hear yourself. Say, I'm here for myself and say your.
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name three times. I'm here for myself and my name. I'm here for myself and my name. Let your body hear your voice out loud. It's a very powerful frequency to hear the sound of you. And it's a great way to get into who am I really, right? Who am I really? And it's almost inevitable. I.
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guarantee that your anxiety is going to, you know, flare a little bit. So let it. Every time we come back and look at ourselves, there's a nakedness that we feel when we're being exposed by ourself. Maybe because we want to feel more farther along. We want to feel like we're more on top of things. That we're more connected, right? But in this no moment, just say, I just have you right here.
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That's all I've got is me and me alone right now. That's all I've got is me and me alone. And so what do I need that I am not giving myself? What do I need to feel my loveliness, to feel my charisma, to feel my power, my presence, my inspiration?
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Do I need to breathe deeper? Do I need to drop down inside of myself more fully? Do I need to connect with creator more intimately right now? Not just surface, but really dedicate my life and my leadership, my self-leadership.
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Do I need to hand that over to the great mystery? I do. So I'm going to do that right now. So this is where the power of change, this is where it lies, is in this truth-telling to yourself. And so we're going to do a lot of truth-telling always in the well. It might feel like, oh, she's talking about this again.
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But you know what I think you're going to feel? Oh, good. I need more of this. Change comes from really deep, intimate honesty with the self, really, really deep honesty, self-honesty, self-accountability. And I want you to just feel what you've felt before of who you want to be.
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And what does your body look like in that state? What does your body look like? Maybe you're already there. So you can just check off that box. But if you're not, what does your body look like? It might not be a look, but it might be, what does it look like when I'm totally healthy, right? When I'm not suffering, when I'm not diseased or suffering from autoimmune or my adrenals aren't burned out, what does it look like?
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There you go. And in this realization, I want you to just tell yourself that you accept yourself 100% unconditionally. I accept myself 100% unconditionally right here at this platform of present mind. Of what do I really need to do to show up to be me in this now moment?
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And notice you really want to breathe when you feel that. You just really want to breathe that breath of life. You might even cry a little because it's been a long time coming. You need it. You want it. It's so important. And you're actually giving it to yourself. And just put your hands over your heart and make a new treaty. And I want us all to say to ourselves,
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I give my whole body, mind, and soul into the agreement of a peace treaty with myself, that I am no longer going to attack myself. I'm going to try to be super aware for when I fall into self-judgment, self-flagellation, guilt, shame. And I'm just going to tell myself that it's time to have a get-out-of-jail-free card,
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like the Monopoly game, that you're going to pass GO and you're going to get $200, only times that by whatever number you really need. And you're going to give yourself the permission. to make money, to love your career, to love your relationship, to feel at home in your life, to feel good about this now-to-now, moment-to-moment life, living. And it feels.
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good. It really feels good. And just sit with me for about 10 seconds here and just stay still and silent, acknowledging any fear that comes to your mind. Thank you for sharing.
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I surrender, repeat after me, I surrender to my healing. I surrender to my healing. I call all my power back to myself. I call all my honesty back to myself. I'm going to start living my true version of what feels right for me. And within that, my true life begins now.
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And so it is. You did it. I'm squeezing your hands. Imagine that we're all here together in this peace agreement. And we're going to see some micro shifts come out of this. So please share them with me in the comments. Oceans of love to you, and you'll hear me in the well tomorrow.
