Dear Mystic Ali,
I feel like I’m living two lives.
There’s the woman I know I’m meant to be—peaceful, aligned, confident, held by something greater…
And then there’s the woman I am day-to-day—anxious, overwhelmed, reactive, and exhausted by my own patterns.

I wake up with good intentions, but by noon I’m in a spiral.
I promise myself I’ll stay grounded, but old habits hijack me.
I want softness, but my system is constantly bracing for impact.

Why do I feel so far from the version of me I can see so clearly?

— Two Women, One Heart

Mystic Ali Responds

My love,
You are not failing.
You are splitting—and that is the beginning of your awakening.

Women who are rising always feel the tension between who they’ve been and who they are becoming. You are not meant to “snap” into a new identity. You are meant to merge with her.

That gap you feel?
It’s not a flaw.
It’s the holy ground of your transformation.

Here’s what’s really happening beneath the surface:

1. Your nervous system is still loyal to your past, not your future.

Your desires live in the quantum field,
but your body lives in memory.

Every version of you that survived chaos, trauma, instability, or emotional neglect built strategies—bracing, over-functioning, shrinking, pleasing, predicting danger.

These strategies aren’t you failing.
They’re you staying alive with the tools you had.

Softness is not unsafe anymore.
But your system hasn’t gotten that memo—yet.

2. You can see the woman you’re becoming because she’s already inside you.

If you couldn’t feel her, she wouldn’t be real.

That future version of you—the peaceful one, the magnetic one, the woman anchored in her truth—
she’s not a fantasy.
She’s a frequency.

And she’s calling you home.

You don’t feel “far” from her because you’re lost.
You feel far because you're in the tunnel between timelines.

Keep going.

3. You’re not inconsistent—you’re integrating.

You think you’re going backwards because old patterns return.
But hear me:

Every time you break an old pattern—even once—you create a crack in the old identity.

That is not failure.
That is quantum remodeling.

You are becoming the woman you glimpse in your visions, prayers, and intuitive moments.

Your soul is ahead of your nervous system, and your nervous system is catching up.
This is how spiritual evolution works.

4. Devotion—not perfection—is what collapses timelines.

Every day you choose:

• one softer breath

• one honest boundary

• one moment of not abandoning yourself

• one choice toward peace instead of chaos

you rewire your field.

This is how the gap closes.
This is how she—your higher self, your future self, your soul self—
steps forward and becomes your new normal.

A Microshift for Today

Place your hand on your heart and whisper:

“I am no longer living from who I was.
I am living from who I’m becoming.”

Let that be enough for today.

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